Due to my diabetes last time I gave up after 1 day because of a hypo. This time I have battled through them and I am determined to reach 6 months then 7.
I go back to work In january so hoping I am still doing it by then even if its just to keep stock up. Our small freezer currently has 2 drawers full of frozen milk. I currently try and give esmae fresh milk daily. I normally use frozen if I'm staying in so i don't have lots of old dates in freezer.
Its hard work especially with a toddler to. Im currently only pumping 5 times a day as caleb was having major tantrums and I was feeling I couldn't do anything in the day. I try and plan things around it so I dont mess supply up. Most of the time my pump goes with me and I just go off for 20 mins at my parents or close friends. I have even done it in town its that important. Plus going long stretches really hurts my chest.
There have been moments when i just want give up but I haven't stopped yet and I'm not planning it either :-)
So heres my good and bad points.
Good-
- Esmae is getting the best start.
- Its also has health benefits for me.
- saves money on formula.
- other half can do bottle feeds to.
- I actually enjoy it knowing I'm helping esmae.
- Im not letting diabetes rule me on this .
- I dont have to mess about with formula and making it up.
Bad.
- Can be time consuming but its worth it.
- Makes me hungry and i eat lots.
- sometimes feel bad caleb not getting all the attention.
I do really feel proud of myself and hope it continues.
please feel free to ask me anything. I'm not an expert but would love to help :-)
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