I had diabetic nurse at 2 and it decided to rain :-(. I had lunch and done bag so all prepared with sweets, pop, crsips and the ipad ready for caleb. I was hoping he would sleep and to my delight he fell asleep just as we got there.
Today was about finally telling them I cant deal with the hypos but am scared of the consequences if my sugars continue to stay above what they need to be, I really wish it was more simpler.
I am so scared of having a bad hypo as caleb doesn't understand them and he has already seen 1 and that was bad enough. I even left clinic on a hypo without even realising.
Next appointment is 30th august so hoping I will have more improvements.
My hopes for that appointment are.
- normal bp.
- no protein in water.
- feet worries are something small and not a big problem.
- No eye appointment made as the eye infirmary is silly.
- To come out feeling the dr has listened to my concerns and explain things I want to know about.
I also went out with 2 of my friends and it was so nice to get out and just chat. I had already had tea but that wasn't stopping me from having chips plus an ice cream. Most of my friends now work most days so I miss our usual meet ups with them and the kids. Fingers crossed its nice monday and we are meeting up again. My school freind is the one I wish I could see more but even though we live in the same town it takes 45 mins just to get there. She has 2 boys and caleb has so much fun. Im looking forward to her baby growing up with esmae. Im hoping they will be close.
I must admit I miss not having friends constantly there and the ones you know no matter what you say you wont be judged.
At times I feel quite lonely and hoping that people do read this and soon I will get followers and comments.
I would love to hear from other diabetic moms to hear your stories and a general chat xx faye :-D
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