Im not having a good week, I'm feeling tired, fed up and have no motivation.
Sunday started it off as caleb wasn't took good. caleb had spent most of the day asleep, going to the toilet and just not being his usual on the go self. So I took him to work hoping for a quick check over and some medicine as I thought he hd a water infection. Turns out he had a temp of over 39 and was showing signs of a water infection. We spent over 2 hours there then to be told we were going to the children's assessment area. By this time caleb was stressed out and wouldn't let anyone near him. After 2 examinations we still didn't have a definite answer to why he was ill. It was either a water infection or throat infection. The dr.'s make you feel so small. Asking why I had brought him in with the look of its just a temperature nothing bad yet I wasn't even expecting to be taking to children's ward. In the end we got given antibiotics and was discharged 2 am monday morning.
I just want a month or 2 without any dr.'s appointments for either me or the kids.
Next week I have a dr.'s appointment about some blood results and not sure why. I am going to question a letter I received mentioning something about kidney problems yet I dont know anything about this. I am hoping its something simple. I just feel like my life revolves around hospitals, blood tests, drs and worrying,
I hate being diabetic , i just want it to go away.
So all I want is 3 wishes.
1- no more diabetes.
2-just a month without no appointments.
3- a house. the flat is getting me down, i hate it wish we had never bought the place.
Hopefully next post will be a better one.
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