16 yrs as a diabetic

I'm sure it was 16 yrs today I was diagnosed 😞 . I still don't like it and haven't got the hang if it .i just want to eat without worrying or think about what insulin I need to take . My main one is weight loss. I try so hard then I get a hypo so it messes my day up then I can't get motivated to carry on.

I have a good week then it goes wrong . I want days where I don't have to eat or worry what I do . I also worry about the lack if control now and what problems it will have in the long run .

I would love another baby then I worry what a dr will say due to my sugars . It's not easy that's for sure .

Happy d day for me ha ha :-(

Faye xx