A busy day .

Today was esmaes hip scan and 2nd lot of jabs.
The hip scan was fine and we dont need to return so thats good news.No more panicking. On the afternoon was jabs and I was hoping for Caleb to fall asleep but had no luck so whilst waiting he had a tantrum and was keeping me busy. 
Esmae now weighs 12lb 12 oz and gaining nicely. I think she is following her own line. I dont really like getting her weighed as I was always feel if she hasn't put on enough the health visitors seem to have one thousand and one questions to why she is putting on the right amount of weight. As long as she is eating, sleeping and smiling I'm happy with that. It really annoys me sometimes as you are made to feel so bad at baby clinic. Jabs went as well as they could with a few tears but its to be expected.
On the way home I felt my sugars dropping so stopped my pump. lucky really as by the time I was home and fed esmae it could of been a lot worse. Im trying my damn hardest at the moment with my sugars but the hypos are coming so often.
Im still expressing and its very time consuming and there has been many times I could stop but I keep going and really think I will only pump 3 times a day after 6 months. I am proud I can still feed esmae but the hypos really take it out of me.
Really need to get some pretty pink fabric like gingham and stripes. I have 2 bibs cut out, felt name ready to be sewn on fabric and need to start on it soon as the party is on the 23rd, Im going to start doing step by step for my makings so I can add to my tutorial page.
Hoping soon I will get some followers. xx