Today was d-day for my monitor to come off and I was looking forward to the results. But guess what it didn't work. I am so determined to get my diabetes right but I just don't know what to do for the best. My sugars are so up and down I just wish it would stay stable.
Since sunday I changed my infusion set to my legs as advice off my diabetic nurse. Things seem better but the odd hypo is creeping in and I'm forever correcting the highs. I wish it was easier i really do.
So in two weeks i want minimal hypos and not so much insulin. I don't want to give up but If there was a simple diet to follow I would. Some days I wish i could just skip the food just to find the right balance.
I really wish other people would know what its like. I feel im forever going on about it to my friends but I know they would see and hear that im well rather than me hide it away and get ill when I hypo.
I could do with a good cry but It wont achieve anything.
faye xx
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